"If I'm a bad person, you don't like me, well i guess ill make my own way, its a circle, a mean cycle, i cant excite you any more, wheres your gavel, your jury, whats my offense this time, your not a judge but if your gonna judge me, sentence me to another life." Paramore [igorance]
"Igorance is your new best friend."
Hailiey Willams sings her heart out in song with a tough tone. It's difficult to not write all these lyrics down and praise them, because they mean sooo much. Why does everyone have to be so ignorant in the first place? She's telling everyone that she has no judge and she sure doesn't care what they think. I agree! I don't give a shit what anyone thinks of me anymore. I am who I am and personally, I like me. I like that I have that hardcore taste in music. I like my eyes and their color. I like my boyfriend and my family and my few friends I have because those people mean more than what those traitors do. They are stupid like everyone had said they were. I like my style. I percieve things in a different, more colorful perspective. I see in pictures and in words.
I say you should make Paramore apart of your itunes library soon if you don't already have them in there.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Listen Up!
One of my favorite TakingBackSunday songs is a This photograph is proof, mainly because it perfectly describes exactly how I feel about a lot of the shit I am going through. It's unfortunate that I cannot explain what I am going through, but I can tell you to listen to the lyrics and keep you guessing. The basic melody of a song makes me smile, by the way the guitar is tuned and it makes me get goosebumps. I love that feeling. TakingBackSunday tends to have that goosebump awesomeness about them. All who do not know who they are, they are an alternative rock band and you should definity look them up cause their pure awesomeness might blind you. I only sing good praises of them.
This photograph is proof : TakingBackSunday
"Stop everything start it all over, Remember more than you'd like to forget."
"Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said to me, it will all catch up eventually and it caught up and honestly, the weight of my decisions were impossible to hold."
That amazes me how intune I feel with the singer/songwritters emotions. It makes you feel like your not crazy when someone else sings about something you can completely relate to. It also makes you feel like, "Omg there's gotta be something more!"
Maybe everyone has those days, where you feel like every single soul hates your guts. It sucks when that happens, just saying. Maybe if I wasn't so innocent i'd fall apart even more. Whats the point when you just take the batter and the beating and verbal abuse from everyone when you didn't even do anything wrong? What's wrong with this world? Why won't my headphones stay in my ears? I have no idea! But maybe the lyrics can help me decide whether or not I should talk for the rest of the day.
My eyes are always hazey. I never can see past a lot of things. I feel like I am constantly stuck in a fog where my head is like above twenty clouds and all my old friends are hitting my legs with golf clubs waiting for me to fall.
Sad thoughts that just pass through, can't help it. Shit happens, but at the same time you would always expect it to just happen to someone else. Why do we point fingers when we are the ones with the blood on our own hands? The innocent, the victums are lying there with the red all over them, waiting for the 911ers to go and collect the evidence to the crime, yet as we lay dying the suspects are just chilling out with blood all over their hands and if they point a finger, they are clean immediatly. Where's the justice?
"If you coudl slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I apologize for bleeding on your shirt... cause I am a wishful thinker with the worst intentions, this will the last chance you get to drop my name." -TakingBackSunday [You're So Last Summer]
When someone says that they are sorry, shouldn't they mean it? Hell, if they didn't mean it, why would they even have the thought to say it? To get away with what they did, duh!!! Isn't that sad. Can I please have a real apology you ass hole? No, instead should I be the one saying sorry cause you killed my spirit from your backstabbing ways, then wouldn't I have no reason to say it? The people who say they are sorry even though it isn't their fault are the ones who blame themselves for being in that situation with the other person or the guilty person. They say sorry because they are truely saying sorry to themselves. Isn't that what sorry is all about anyways; self-forgivness that you did the 'right' thing? I have been giving a lot of cold sorrys recently and it makes me very angery and I want to punch them whenever I hear it. I have no clue, but when they are ready to become a real adult, they should let me know; better yet, they all can go die.
I hate people who get too close when you just want to walk away.
I hate people who do stupid things and then get away with it.
I hate people who are two faced.
I hate people who say they love you and would look out for you and then aid in someones revenge against you.
I hate people who forgive everyone. Some people can never be forgiven.
This photograph is proof : TakingBackSunday
"Stop everything start it all over, Remember more than you'd like to forget."
"Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said to me, it will all catch up eventually and it caught up and honestly, the weight of my decisions were impossible to hold."
That amazes me how intune I feel with the singer/songwritters emotions. It makes you feel like your not crazy when someone else sings about something you can completely relate to. It also makes you feel like, "Omg there's gotta be something more!"
Maybe everyone has those days, where you feel like every single soul hates your guts. It sucks when that happens, just saying. Maybe if I wasn't so innocent i'd fall apart even more. Whats the point when you just take the batter and the beating and verbal abuse from everyone when you didn't even do anything wrong? What's wrong with this world? Why won't my headphones stay in my ears? I have no idea! But maybe the lyrics can help me decide whether or not I should talk for the rest of the day.
My eyes are always hazey. I never can see past a lot of things. I feel like I am constantly stuck in a fog where my head is like above twenty clouds and all my old friends are hitting my legs with golf clubs waiting for me to fall.
Sad thoughts that just pass through, can't help it. Shit happens, but at the same time you would always expect it to just happen to someone else. Why do we point fingers when we are the ones with the blood on our own hands? The innocent, the victums are lying there with the red all over them, waiting for the 911ers to go and collect the evidence to the crime, yet as we lay dying the suspects are just chilling out with blood all over their hands and if they point a finger, they are clean immediatly. Where's the justice?
"If you coudl slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I apologize for bleeding on your shirt... cause I am a wishful thinker with the worst intentions, this will the last chance you get to drop my name." -TakingBackSunday [You're So Last Summer]
When someone says that they are sorry, shouldn't they mean it? Hell, if they didn't mean it, why would they even have the thought to say it? To get away with what they did, duh!!! Isn't that sad. Can I please have a real apology you ass hole? No, instead should I be the one saying sorry cause you killed my spirit from your backstabbing ways, then wouldn't I have no reason to say it? The people who say they are sorry even though it isn't their fault are the ones who blame themselves for being in that situation with the other person or the guilty person. They say sorry because they are truely saying sorry to themselves. Isn't that what sorry is all about anyways; self-forgivness that you did the 'right' thing? I have been giving a lot of cold sorrys recently and it makes me very angery and I want to punch them whenever I hear it. I have no clue, but when they are ready to become a real adult, they should let me know; better yet, they all can go die.
I hate people who get too close when you just want to walk away.
I hate people who do stupid things and then get away with it.
I hate people who are two faced.
I hate people who say they love you and would look out for you and then aid in someones revenge against you.
I hate people who forgive everyone. Some people can never be forgiven.
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